Back to bloggiiiieees :)

Hehe ! Its been about few months i didnt updated my blog !
I'm got many things to share with actually
but due to assignment and mid term exam i got myself lazy.
real lazy to open my laptop and face its for a long hour.
Got me real tired.
So why today?
course i get wake up so early in the morning and i can't sleep back :(
dont know what to do then i go myself typing here.
Nowadays ,when i got something to say i used to write it on my phone
which is much more convenient right? HAHA !
i can write it on the spot whenever i want to and its more private compare here .
talk bout convenient ,i'm really in consideration of buying IPhone the superb smart phone !
you can get yourself updated every sec
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm should I ?
im still waiting for Iphone 5 ! but my patience was like come to edge d. Fulamak !

This drive me crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ! <3 3

wait ! wait !
Am i over emo most of the time like he said ?
or thats only happen toward him?
I dont know why so.
maybe im over strict over my boyfriend
I do understand that im over protective myself so im wouldnt end up hurt.
but after sometimes i do rethink again then i know its wouldnt be fair to him
in the end , i know he start end up not putting any hope on me.
why?
I try to change myself now
wouldnt you give me some time? babbyyyyy
i know one things we did real wrong which is we are over EGO
yea EGO !
we got caring ,lovely and adorable ex ex ex ex
thats why we keep on demand that this time would be the best for us?
should it be?

or we are calculative among ourself? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i dont know !
but i've tried to be not ego and love you more

and another things is Comparison
the worst mistake ever
why is that when got better things in our hand then we often made comparison over things ?
things against things . sounds weird huh?
but thats the world is happening.
life always challenging
what we want would never happen and end up another things

Our date date ! =3

Friends

we had our time everyday we been pass through from the low gradient to the highest peak then come back to the low end

i dont know why most of the time i only felt that we are being like friends with benefits most of the time

most of them being calculative realistic is this the culture over here?

i have no idea

whenever they need help only they start think of you 

and whenever things goes wrong and they piss you off

hmmmmmmmm

i shouldnt be complain much as i felt that actually i quite lucky enough 

i have could be wonderful family

life with less worries compare others who is much more suffering 

financially,works ,education, this n that

gratitude

we need be this way

day wouldnt be fun huh?

we can complain non stop everyday actually

but did that make you happy?

stop complaining and start working on it 

there we go 

get set and

GO GO GO GO GO !

there we are :)