baby ~

"you know u love me

i know u care

just shout whenever and i'll be there. =) "

nice song intro from justin bieber.

so sweet.

remind me of you

wow..

this week really really very a rush weekend.

every decision came on mind in sudden.

all last minute jobs.

i'm register in kDU,penang 

find near by apartment as hostel was fully book.

feel kinda regret rent the apartment 

but what to do, already pay deposit.

just need to be patient for a month lor.

need to ready packed my things all.

keep wondering 

izzit right for me to quit NS like this?

pray hardly ..................MY GOD,please !

dont call back!

start feel don want leave now.

should i choose Utar as most of my friends apply there.

haihs.

my fees and living expenses ~~~

plan to work part time while study.

gonna start make alot lotsa friends.

in the meanwhile ,

of course 

i'm really excited for this new adventure.

something FUN gonna happen. 

weeEeee~

i hope he keep promise visit me every week when he free lor.

and of course i wished all my friends come penang find me LEPAk.

hahas.

almost forget what i promise my dad d.

i'll study hard as well.

i promise myself WONT fail every single exam in KDU 

need pay for it if u FAIL .

walao......

maybe i get my diploma then cabut d.

maybe change to KL pula.

new environment ma.

i still have a week in tpg.

anyone want hang out with me?

LOLS.

hopefully i make this decision are right lor.

penang,Here i come ! 

muacks ! =XoXo

who i am when i'm with you . .

yeppie.finally i get the chances to pay a visit at UTAR,kampar.

wow.da west lake really amaze me.

wonderful

i could say.

nice environment 

atmoshpere 

everythings was great as well EXCEPT the accomadation.

it was really out ouf my imagination.

extremely SMALL room and need pay rm200++ per month.

still in consideration ,btw. . .

haihs.

i'm really headache.! 

i hate making decision.

=(

i could strongly felt some human started make her/his distance from me.

i'm sad.

but i'm understand why he/she did so.

it just like "Already Gone-kelly Clarkson"

"When we came this road, someone gotta GO"

Nice moments always just temporarily. WHY?

couldnt we extend it to permanent?

i dont want but i have to.

i know she/he did this so i wont felt so hurt in the end.

but she/he wouldnt know how much i need his/her accompany now.

i just left 13days by now.

every singles day, make me even felt deeper dont want to be apart .

arrrrggggggggggggh!!

feel really wanna cry it out !!

sobs..

can Doraemon borrow me his Time Miracle Machine?

i need it now.

help ! x<

hale lu ya r...............................~~

Tadaaa. . .finally all my hard work pays off !!

Before I take my SPM result ,I was like what. . .

my shop was really lack of worker therefore I need go back to work after taking my result..

I understand his situation

But. . ..

I was really hope I could have a long holiday after get the result.

Minimum 3days, I hope.=(

I would like to say this year maybe not a good year.

Our government had strictly banned us to hired maid from Indonesia .

All because some irresponsible and cruel employers were caught abuse their maid..

Due this situation, other employers who really need foreign worker to work for them get mad.

Include my dad . . .

Of course we couldn’t blame our people as well.

Some maid was cruel either.

*sigh*

By the way. . .

I’m really satisfied with my result lar.

Didn’t expected

When I’m taking spm time, I working too..

Half work and take exam at the same time.

Of course ,I really stressful that time.

Almost everyday I’m giving up in studying.

I always believe that doing good deeds eventually help us too. ^^

I haven’t get my letter for national service .

I had to go at 28th march 9.30a .m .=(

Kem Dusun Rimba or Desa Rimba ,kuala kangsar.

whatever

Forget about the camp name .

I really feel don’t want to leave.

My parents really need my help right now.

In dilemma ..my gosh !

I would like to share this with everyone.

--“doing good deeds & showing goodwill’s” ---

typically getting mature ;)

Why BOYS could be SELFISH and yet GIRLS still HUNT for them ?

Sounds unfair right?

These questions often play in my mind recently.

Basically, I felt this for my friend.

I don’t get the point why she still wait him since he already told her that he wanted be alone.

Maybe I don’t exactly understand her situation  and need la.

But hopefully she will start let go and move forward ~

From the point we fell down, we will start be mature and grow up.

Don’t scare to fall down !

You just runaway from facing the reality of life.

Stand and speak out !

Is easy to say but hard to do.

Because ,I facing the same crisis too.

Being girl is really totally tough !

You need maintain your body posture, face, skin, hair, clothing.

To make sure your bf or husband wont find another.

I’m kinda humble with myself.

Dark skin, fat, dark circles and back humps.

Trying hard to overcome this method but still. . . .

*sigh*

Using all kind of essence.

That’s lady who hunt for Beauty always.

My friend often tell me ,why the ONE we LOVE don’t love us whereas the ONE that we DON’T, keep follow us.

---Complicated.---

~Age gap and maturity level probably is our main problems I think.~

Got mess up with those relationship .

No matter what, I promise that I WONT be HURT !

So, don’t worried bout me. =)

If you wished to owe it than u have to sacrifice !

I do willing too. . .

Fate make da decision lor.

Wait after I back from NS only decide ba.

Believe on me.

I don’t think this time is PUPPY or monkey love or whateva anymore ..

But I not sure with what I really wanted.

And I couldn’t speak out.

If we really had FATE ,probably shouldn’t be a problems anymore !

Life have to goes on ! yeah ~

*p/s : if you love me let me know ,if not please gently let me go . .*

Pick up from one of the love quotes =)

happie 5 and Half ! xD

Happie B’day to ME !! xD

Wee~many of my friends keep teasing me as my actual birthday suppose on 29th feb which only 4years once.

TEASING, teasing n teasing.~

They also plan a birthday party for me.

On 25th feb and venue at THE GATE.

Fortunately everything was gone very well lar.

I suppose.

After work, go kah yan’s house take bath, preparing like make up, dressing all stuff.

Then we go our party sharp at 8.00pm like what we plan.

Pity kah yan .get injured on her toe again.

Seeing her walk up and down stairs to wait for all friends that she invite .

Actually, its already a big birthday gift from her .=)

Thanks , DEAR ! .

One by one coming .without realize already 9.00pm.

How fast the time was. IMAGINE !

We just manage make our order that time.

Then, I send a text for kor to delay my time again. =X

Catching picha while waiting our food.

Meanwhile,they just keep joking.

Really make me non- stop laughing.

Haha.

After take our meal ,my surprise arrive finally !

Singing BiRTHDAY song ,blow candles and make wish. Hehe..

I wish that every year I also can celebrate with you all ,my buddies .

Let EDMUND cheat on me.

He say the last candles must be special and ask me take it by mouth. LOLS

He just wanted push my head onto the cake.

Luckily I manage to escape .=P..

Playing with the cream.

I hit Edmund occasionally .haha.

Who ask him playing fool on me. Bleuks.

Go FUNFAIR at about 10pm .

Playing GHOST train.

eDmund as leader [bcoz he is the only guy]

follow by 7monkeys including me.

Not really that scary lar.but I just cant stop screaming that time.

excited ma.^^

phone kor for fetch.

He look like PAO SKY only.

Maybe bcoz of my delay make him so rush.

We manage take around at lake then back on 11.00pm lor

Anyway, I was really HAPPIE that day.

But after today, the day will start to be tougher.

As my maid had to be sent back to her country.

I need to do housework everyday.

Really got me so exhausted and extremely tired.

=(

Forget about that, Life could be better !

Cheer up ,babe !! =)

                                               

who attended (cant c ayuni n hui theng ) aiks..

darling feed me. ^^

my Bday's cake..awWwww~

going cut my cake ,=)

make a wish !! x)

get caught ! ( hmmm,edmund ! be prepare.i ready a pail of cream for ur bday ! )

cleaning progress .:)

divide it now and enjoy the cream ! =)

 chayang~mummy..=O

gotcha .muacks ! :-X