desperation toward beauty

see the tittle ? desperation ? hmmm.
its more about what i can see among my friends and peoples in penang .
they are so crazy to be beautiful
you can see it here
perfection. its beauty important?
erm , i think maybe it was.
why? because nowadays people look at appearance before go through heart.
i can see why some lady are pretty.they really try very very hard to make sure they look pretty in whatever angles.
they could make up, diet , or anything just to be pretty.
somehow , i feel that just be yourself.comfortable that the main point for me..
why should follow others?
just be more grateful with who we are.
we actually should be proud that we actually is pretty enough . haha. knowledge and career are much more important. if a man love you for your appearance , perhaps he will dump you anytime when he get someone much more prettier than you. wasn't it? but its depends too.

happy is more than enough :)

unhappy week

Exam week ah ! SHIT !
moodless nerhx :( haihs. i just found out a lot a lot things which i don't want it to be but it already happen.
too much dissapointment for this week
i'm start making a distance between us just to avoid unnecessary second thought of it anymore.
however , i still misss chor 3 ! most of my friends make their promise come my house ! i was so so happy about it. .we do have fun . what pattern of card we also play already. haha.
this year really really ONG ah !
ONg not for just gamble perhaps other things as well .
first of all , family all gather together. and angpow pun a lot ler. :)
i visit many friends house for this year.
too many things to point out .

i think i have to stop now and start my revision now. picture after exam lar.

Tired

i was thinking that i will not going organize any events more.
getting tired with begging people for coming . Hmmm. deep sigh !
nothing much for today. just a short blog to drop down this depression.

come on , peng ! its new year . Smile :)

if all people only think about benefits in their mind, remember get a distance this time.
..harden your heart & ear ..

Happy Arnab 2011 !