Belief .Point of view, right or wrong ?

Happy Birthday to my both dearest BFF 2011 ! :)

Happy New year ! 

well, i know its been kinda late to wished so as today had been the eleven days for 2012.

To be honest,

My new chapter for 2012 wasn't start in the good way,not happening as the ending.

The ending part just bring forward to the next year like how we balance the account sheet.

But day after day,

I do realize that we only realize and appreciate what we have when its gone or doesn't exist for a period of time.

Just like when you being unlucky for quite a long period of time,then suddenly you been given a small opportunity and respect .you will be more aware about it compare who being lucky all the time.

So, that's the part of my resolution for this year.

and i had accept this challenges throughout my first month of 2012.

Pressure is the main force to push me toward success.

Study Abroad ?

I had no idea about that.

I being kinda excited about that since last year and i been hoping that i can study abroad as well.

but things change my mind.

I wasn't excited anymore like how i used to do last time.

But this time,

my parent had decided it.

I felt stress from both side now.

Dear,

I don't wished to leave you alone as well.

Trust me.You are the one that i been waiting for so long.

Nothing much more painful to be apart from you.

and please don't always remind me about that i might be going soon.

I just wanna spend my time left with you happily.

 :)

Forget about this,

Today i watched "Turning  point :Laughing Gor Return" for twice !

I can't stop shared this with everyone who watched with me along today.

Might going crazy soon as my mind can't stop figure out this reality world.

Everyone was complaint about the ending of the story.

i was thinking about the overall view of the story.

Yea, I don't like the ending as well but i don't deny that this movie was actually approach its idea about the world which we living in.

Between Justice and Fairness ?

How well we could differentiate it ?

In our own country as well.

We been facing this crisis years.

While rich getting richer, Poor getting poorer.

I agree the fact that nothing in the world is 100% right or good and 100% wrong or bad as well.

Every product had its benefit and harm as well.

so do Humanity.

Different point of view,belief ,judgement affect all its consequences.

Its time to sleep now so i can wake up for gym tomorrow :) 

Good night,blogger ! 

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !

Believe in yourself, no one else understand what you did more than you do.

The story of us =)

Happy Deepavali ! finally i had some little extra time for this :)
i know its been month months without updating.
 I just wanna post liitle shout out here and share some little story hehe ^^

Its funny to know how we ended up being together.
CHAPTER ONE
We start up being strangers in college. and subconsciously, i was in charge to recruit new members for basketball club and that time i don't even know what this guy name.
After few days, we meet again and being friendly i greet him since i thought we already consider as friend from our first meet and he seems like already forget who is this girl from his expression. LOL
well, its kinda embarrassing at first. who don't ? when in this situation. haha.
And i registered myself to take pengajian malaysia subject for this semester and consequently he taking the same course and at the same semester with me. i guess probably he started to stalk me. XD jkjk
I guess from that moment only we start to really being friends.
He was so irritating and annoying when he keep on teasing ,bully and even laugh at me.
unlike the first day ,he was. so quiet and all.

NEXT CHAPTER
I still remember how weird when he telling me that day was his birthday and we dont believe it.
from stage to stage, i was being the deepest drown part and he is the one who called and without noticing he started to worried me.
I still remember he know how down i was when i dont even wanna talk to anyone.and he lie me in order to date me out so i wouldnt be that sad at home so we go out and we chat from 12 -3pm reached home.
thats dangerous right. well, i know what the risk.
but i dont know why.probably i know he is not the type that will harm.
I think started since that day this guy started to get even know me in more details.
We texted and chat all the time
and until one day, he started to propose to me.
i was kinda shock actually.
and i thought he was joking with me actually.
and he started confess that real.
he tried hard and he keep on trying trying and trying to win.
and i fall for him at last.
its seem speed of light and even i swear not to be in relationship after my previous one.
there strong feeling telling me that this is the last one and he will be the real Mr right.

I wouldnt write this as our ending story .

because theres no ending part for us but the continuously next chapter for us.

I know although a beautiful fairytales was built up with all obstacles and end up be happiness.

so do us.

i will never give up and keep on trying to overcome it.

He always tried to fit my needs and sacrifice most things for me.

Thank you for giving the love i ever wanted and imagine of.

I love you bie.

:)) 

Give yourself a space to breath to think about what you actually care about and its this neccesary or not ?

i should be writing my report now and i end up blogging here . sorry bie.
im lazy again. hehe .
hmmmm ~
I got some inspiration to blog about recently ~
things change around me recently.
sometimes I do ask myself. Is the things change or I'm the one who make things change?
and I do get myself rewind back about this , i think about the past.
I never start things in a good way probably this is why things get messed up like this.
whereby , people's voice out their thought about the world unfair to them.
but think about that again.
I believe that certainly a reason why it been so.
probably other people does better that what you did and what you been seeing now is that part they being success or happiest moment.
Did you realize that most of us after watching a show or movie , we often skip the Behind of the making scenes part.
thats what happen in our life as well
we often judge people from our first thought without deeper look in.
p/s : i admit Im one of them before.
and sorry about everything.
sorry.
and another things is i read from magazine and i found it really meaningful as its voice out part of my thought :

"People criticism you  ,they are not rejecting you as a person, they merely rejecting about small things that you have done. or possibly ,they may even be rejecting themselves.their anger or criticism may stem from a bad mood or something which is bothering them about themselves which they take out on you"

Frankly,Myself does alot big mistakes which over reacted.sometimes i shouldnt care much.
but time couldnt replay things back.
sometimes we got angry and mad about but after times past for some time , we realize that how stupidity we are. when we dont even know the real reason we angry for.
so so so
from now on. i shouldnt waste time anymore.
we shouldnt care much so we wouldnt felt tired.
so start from now
i wouldnt care much on things that doesnt relate me anymore.
even it does , i wouldnt waste my anger on it
no point getting mad or angry on someone who always try to test your temper.


"save more time to care peoples who care,love and support you no matter how things change. "
I start spending more time for my two little sis now. Because last time i do felt that they are irritating but now in another way i dont feel so as sometimes they does make me happy and laugh.
kids are cute. :)

alright. its end for today bloggie .goodnight <3

Love between you and me :)

I couldn't sleep well last night 

just 

because my stupid mind cant stop thinking about you

i was thinking why things should happen in this way

well

you text me and ignore me awhile then when you came back again

sometimes i feel funny about it

am I a toy to you?

and does all men in this universal are like that as well ?

you like that ,he like that 

i don't get it

seriously.

then then i got myself understand things is that

Its time for me to learn how to be selfish and not being too giving anymore .

probably this might good to me.

not to say over selfish but sometimes learn how to love ourselves.

only yourself wouldn't betray you.

hurt you play your feelings and etc.

and the other hand is 

when you cant even take care or love yourself 

how much you can exactly go further to love the others

but things is that i often like i will felt guilty when i didn't help out 

when you being kind to others and you are hurting yourself in terms of exchange huh?

that's too many opinion and thoughts in the world

this make us couldnt stop thinking all the time

one of it is that

people say miracle happen when you are in your least expectation

I read THE SECRET and its said that

put your hope high and pray for it 

thinking things that you want it to be

and laws of attraction happen

i tried both methods before.  . .

and result

both also play effectively.

recently I get myself a book 

"why MARS & VENUS collide?"

i bought this book is because of him

i thought this might help out to understand more between us 

but before i manage to finish up this 

we already collide. -.-

Hmmm

forget about the those history

get yourself move and focus what important better

Career and Study

GO GO GO ! =D