I couldn't sleep well last night
just
because my stupid mind cant stop thinking about you
i was thinking why things should happen in this way
well
you text me and ignore me awhile then when you came back again
sometimes i feel funny about it
am I a toy to you?
and does all men in this universal are like that as well ?
you like that ,he like that
i don't get it
seriously.
then then i got myself understand things is that
Its time for me to learn how to be selfish and not being too giving anymore .
probably this might good to me.
not to say over selfish but sometimes learn how to love ourselves.
only yourself wouldn't betray you.
hurt you play your feelings and etc.
and the other hand is
when you cant even take care or love yourself
how much you can exactly go further to love the others
but things is that i often like i will felt guilty when i didn't help out
when you being kind to others and you are hurting yourself in terms of exchange huh?
that's too many opinion and thoughts in the world
this make us couldnt stop thinking all the time
one of it is that
people say miracle happen when you are in your least expectation
I read THE SECRET and its said that
put your hope high and pray for it
thinking things that you want it to be
and laws of attraction happen
i tried both methods before. . .
and result
both also play effectively.
recently I get myself a book
"why MARS & VENUS collide?"
i bought this book is because of him
i thought this might help out to understand more between us
but before i manage to finish up this
we already collide. -.-
Hmmm
forget about the those history
get yourself move and focus what important better
Career and Study
GO GO GO ! =D
