Dream

i get back hometown on last Friday.
in order to help my family out since there were insufficient of workers.
and my dad went out going for his trip at langkawi.
days after days.
till sunday ,i get to meet my dad.
I found out that my dad getting older. white hair around his head.
wrinkle around his face.
this got me sad.as i couldnt do anything to help him .this make me felt so helpless at times
this got me realize things is that i gotta be strong.
why should i sad over a guy who doesnt care about u?
my dad did a lot for me .
he more than a superheroes for him
i wished that i could help him get rid all his burden sometimes.
:(

i felt that i'm really selfish in family
i didnt care about how they were but just enjoying my life over here.
thats sound bad huh. :(
i just think for my own future.
i plan going australia for my further study. but how bout my family?
they work so hard for it.
i meant. i wasnt study hard here.
i was playing around here. i felt so guilty. seriously.