I hope Its get stronger as time goes too :)

fall in love with this songs recently
i found out how meaningful the lyrics was. :)
for this time , i wished you're the last one ,deeee..
i'm getting tired in searching. no more.
Love

Let's pray for Japan !

Everything gonna be alright , cheer up!
i know its simple to said so as we not really in that critical stage.
somehow , what we can do not only pray but donate will be more practically.
They really really do need our help.
Just now at the afternoon
reading the star through net.
3rd explosion of nuclear plant again.
OMG !
please stop that. Its already been really hard time for them.
8.9 magnitude earthquake , tsunami and now nuclear.
Please stop ! :(
if really feeling so bad as we could only watching through news without doing anything.
i call my family last two days, I was like almost crying.
the feeling like that day is the end of the world .
Love everyone surrounds you !
Appreciate as we won't know what does coming on tomorrow ! :(

Oh shit ! not again .

I'm thinking of you. 

which i shouldnt do so.

i'm trying go out with other guy in order to forget you.

but why ?

i still looking forward for your call .

we used to chat frequently few weeks.

but last week like start to cold.

thats meant method that i used already worked out?

i talked about other guys infront you , i;m going out with who and so on. .

then , this should be good or bad new ?

Good new is that you will feel less burden and just focus on what are you now and bad new is i'm start feel like wanna chat with you

i thought i will not think about you when i'm go out with other guy

but it not exactly what happen.

GG. com this time

when TIME past ,everything will be cure.

but for now , the TIME is seems like a poison for me.

Love is about sacrifice ?

I read this from a magazine .
Love is about sacrifice?
when we fall for someone we love , we willing do anything for our love one as long as they happy.
Hmm , thats pretty hard.
As maybe sometimes he never knew about it.
I just hoping that i could wash away all negative imagination in my head.
as i know i couldnt take one more step towards you.
and same do you.
we could only always maintain this distance between us.
Perfect nightmare?
i'm really sorry for what i said on that day.
i know its unfair to you as all i did is took all the mistakes on that day and blame it on you .
Just because I'm hiding and cover up that actually I love you.
 I'm fake a smile so he wouldn't see actually pain beneath inside me. 
Love or Like ? I dont know.
but i can feel that feeling is pretty strong.
somehow , i just can;t stop myself to concern about you no matter how cold you treat me sometimes.
your happiness is my priority.

Once and always it will do.

Big Day of 2011 :)

This year is totally a special and definitely a meaningful year for me.
Too many people that i need to list out to show my appreciation towards them .
THANK YOU !
thank you for giving me a wonderful ,surprising and memorable !
thank you for all the hundreds wishes :)
thank you , god for sending all nice peoples surrounds me.
I'm really enjoyed it a lot.
but somehow , i always wish for more. i'm really a greedy girl.
i knew that. hmmm. I had celebrate for 5 times this year ! but but. .
in this number of 5 , its without YOU inside there.
there's no picture , no surprise or maybe call from you.
arggh , forget about it.
i know i'm already much luckier.
so , stop thinking about it.
and other things is sometimes i do think that should i continue sacrifice ?
its not about i want repay from what i had sacrifice.
but what happen is . .
when people that i treated good , they keep on hurting me.
and making me think so negatively.
thats my question.
perhaps , if i choose be the devil one. than i wont bother that kind of hurt.
being remember when only they need your help.
in another point of view , should i be happy because unless i still have the value to be remember ?
anyway, no matter what it is.
I'm trying control the best of me.
I'm always believe that everyone had one guardian angle beside us when we doing good deed.
And i had more than one. thank you ,god !
i had their support ,concern , good listener and advicer.
one of them. . . .
I had you , ksg. you always being good listener of mine. :)
even while you listen ,you still tease me a lot. haha.
and and my big guardian is my daddy.
whole family come penang to celebrate my big day with me.
then we go queensbay for shopping and we go some place to eat.
and that place was really really hot and make me so dizzy.
I told my dad about it and he was like so nervous and he quickly sent me home.
he is really caring man. I wish one day that I had a caring husband like him.
The Best Man in My life . :)

Blue Reef Fish & Chips ,straits quay :)

Happy Birthday , Ah Peng !