!!~i'm back ~!!

Hey,blog! i miss u so much. how r u? hahas. don't know what to type for my intro so i wrote this.

Just back from KL yesterday.Wow,its really tiring me.

Its had been a few years i din been there.

bcoz most of all ,my parents wont traveled in M'sia.

they prefer out country.Unlike me, everywhere i oso wish to visit if i can make it.

In KL,we took 4days 3night trip. Actually, i wish i could go for more.

but,due to certain reason. i can't make this.

Times really short.Yet,now already been the end of our trip.

I bought a lot of clothes.haha. But,this time and for the 1st time ,i din buy souvenir for my friends.

don't know why. i felt not really happie.

when i walk anywhere in the shopping mall, i saw many couples so sweet.

holding each other hands so tight,hugging and so on.

YES! i'm still in memories .

i miss HIM a lot.

i wish i could do the same like them with HIM.

i know it just waste of time and hopeless.

i saw HIM got a new Facebook account.

every time,i open my facebook.

its always appear in my friend suggestion.

and every time,i have friends request to approve

i hope that one of the friend request is HIM

I know..this definitely not going to happen

i just u'stand his character too well

i'm living in the shadow of HIM

Then,just now. i went for Maxwell Hills for hike.

kah yan ask me that isnt i was too pressure till i talking in dreams night.

in my mind,i'm thinking.Maybe Yes ,Maybe no.

i just cant forget HIM and its really hard for me.

Another things is.My aunt asked me to work in KL temporarily.

I WANT ! but my mum don't let. why?

Old reason. she want me to work in our shop.

so she could go holidays.

i really disappointed. i wanted to get some new experience.*sigh*

and takes this chances to forget those bad memories in Taiping.

i havent ask my dad yet. i think after i take my car license only i ask him.

Maybe my dad will let. Arggh~

when in KL time,i think a lot.

i think about future. Coz my aunt everytime asked me about this.

and i cant give her a good answer for this.haix..

i felt jealous for the my friends. they can choose jobs they likes.

for this long term holidays.

i just want change my working environment.

then, i think that whether i want Form Sixth or College. haix.

stupid NS! make i stuck in both choices.

if College, i want Monash or TARC?

Gosh..i'm headache in this again n again.

Gonna watch AVATAR this saturday.Woohoo~ if i could make this. yeah=D