life in loneliness.

most of my friends thought i was happy go lucky type.
because previously i wouldnt show out how sad or depress i am.
i'm NOT ! i'm human either.
i will felt depress and need someone really accompany me.
feeling tired always happen to me.
it doesnt matter which part of it.
i felt in every part of my life was never wonderful.
just because u didnt treat me that fair. WHY?
cant u make it fair and square?
i'm just a teen yet i cant able to love .
depression make me think alot. i'll tried control my emotion.
i really have a low EQ. what a brain i have.
having difficult thinking. unable to control emotion
i'm NOt that though like u thought.even i try to pretend it.
this time really critical stage. i really wanna know what do u want from me.
yes.what do u want from me. tell me .dont let me guess it myself. i will insane soon